A funny little feeling
My heart begins to feel
Could it be I am dreaming
That this is all real
Is the smile on my face
Just an illusion
I have never had this taste
Of sweet and loving fusion
Two decades you have lived
How lucky I am to know you
To have you be the only I kissed
And have a feeling so true
You lived to this day
Living your life as you have
I am happy to have been along the way
Of your life road of tears and laughs
I am so happy to have you
Be the only one I have kissed
My angel, my love is true
Is there anything I have missed?
Oh yes, happy birthday Babygirl
You have made it
Through this world so cruel
I hope you haven’t regretted it one bit

I am still very much in love with you, but the way I got scares me. My heart felt as if it was falling out of place. I have never felts so scared and numb at once. But, I know you need the time, so I ended the best thing that has happened to me. Maybe one day you will realize you want to be with me, and we will talk when you are ready. But for now, you should think. My heart just can’t seem to give you up, so in that little way, I will be waiting. I am sorry I had to do it, I just can’t hurt you no more right now, and better we should focus on ourselves. I can deny I am still in love with you. But, I promised we would still be friends no matter what. I love you.

Debating whether or not to take it off….nah I promised I would keep it. It reminds me of happiness :).

I triple dog dare you ;)!

omnom13:

Love,

RissynOmnom

I had a bad dream that I was chasing you down hallways. It was almost endless, and every time I would turn the corner you would be just about to turn the next corner. I would wake up in a cold sweat, heart pounding out of my chest, my heart would feel as if someone was squeezing it, I would be gasping for air, and I would curl up into a ball. That was a scary dream.
The worse one is me DREAMING of holding you. I was holding you from behind. I could feel your warmth, the smoothness of your skin, smell your scent, feel your hand interlace with mines, feel you breathe, my arms around you. I felt you shift around to face me, this time you were holding me. I could hear your heartbeat, I felt protected, felt a small kiss on my head. I laid like that, for what seemed to be a long time, and went to look up and kiss you, and you were replaced by my pillow. I wish I had never woken up from that dream, because more unbearable then the other dream.
My heart is trying to stay strong, but the fact of the matter is that I want a relationship with you. I want you to be mines, and me yours. My heart, mind, and soul knows what I want and that is you. My love for you isn’t a sexual one, I could care less about that. I want you to be the one I wake up to. The one that holds me when I cry. The one to joke around with and be able to kiss you and hold you as you pout and tell me how that wasn’t nice. The one that I want to spend the rest of my life with, rocking in a swinging chair holding you and your hands. I want you. If you find that you don’t want me, by the end of summer. I promise I will still be your best friend. Just remember these word that portray our love. And remember I will be IN love with you…..
“To end of space, times infinity, to end of time, with ALL my heart!”

secondlina:

A comic about the different types of attraction one might feel. I saw these floating around on tumblr. These were originally taken from a website about asexuality. Although, I think people who are not asexual feel these regularly too. There’s all kinds of attractions for all kinds of people. Enjoy.

Don’t we all know the pain or our hearts breaking.

Love is like a tree. First it starts off as a seed being planted. You know it’s there, but you just can’t see it. If nurtured it begins to break through the ground and you get a glimpse of it. With the continuation of it being nurtured it begins to grow taller, stronger, and begins to become deeply rooted within the earth. Before you know it your love will be strong enough, where it won’t be easily broken.